No visitors today

Well it seems that Pain exhausted himself as much as he did me. Today was not too bad. I went to the Dr. yesterday. Of course the answer is more drugs. The drugs that work best are expensive and the insurance companies won't let me use, or use so sparingly it is almost a tease. Other drugs, like hard narcotics, are cheap and the insurance company will allow boat loads of those. I don't take them that much though; only 3 or 4 times per week; more than that and they tear up my insides as much as the pain tears up the rest of me.